Originally Posted by Brutal Truth
WHY DID I PICKED UP ???
I still cant figure it out...
More then likely because you listened to the committee and bought their lies.
Go ahead, you can handle just a little. Don't worry, only "other" people have problems...you can handle Some smoke and drink.
Progressive addiction is what you seen happen, right before your eyes.
Take the lessoned learned and keep on trying. Sooner or later, you will come to realize... none at all is the best way.
Sober is better (as you will find in time)
I am sure you know all this. It is a matter of accepting it and feeling it in your heart maybe? Look over step one and see what it says to you now.