(((((FREE)))))!!!!!!! Congratulations on your nursing degree and what a GREAT career and LIFE start/do-over!!!! I think you darn know to follow through with it - NO CONTINUANCE!!!! Look, he blew up just days ago when he wasn't getting his way. His abuse and insane jealousy issues are DEEP SEATED. When you start being away from him for your work and forge work colleague friendships and relationships and become financially independent can you imagine his jealous rages?!?! Are you living together right now? My guess is when he knows you're not going to cave to him he'll say eff it and start drinking again and you will once again be in danger. I'm glad you're back here! Good Lord he's probably built you a MANSION by now or at least a house PACKED with furniture he's made for you LOL!!!!