Thx so much for all your kind words. Was feeling a bit better today but I start feeling that dread as nighttime approaches. Becoming a self fulfilling prophecy. I have an appointment with my doctor next week -she had given me an anti-depressant at my physical-I'm going to ask if that medicine can cause panic attacks because they started the day I began the meds. Also will talk to her about anxiety medication. I've always hating taking anything & now I've become a pill popper. What a mess I have made of my life! Hoping everyone has a restful night & thx so much for all of your support-it really means a lot!