Thank you for sharing. We understand. There are two sides to sobriety for most of us. Being realistic is a good thing. The positives still out weigh any drunk, high day. Keep going one day at a time.
Congratulations on your 7 months and your engagement.
Your sobriety has likely made your engagement possible. Loving yourself enough has brought you a precious gift, or two. Sobriety has lead you to a more fulfilled life. One with hope, with love and a new spouse. Exciting times.
