Not Doing Well
Been having panic attacks since Thursday-not much sleep. Haven't even been able to log onto SR -everything seems too much. Confirmation that STBXAH's gf is living with him-that she has a high paying job & he's obviously upgrading. Meanwhile I am facing foreclosure, his 401k funds are about out & my salary nowhere near covers the bills. I'm dealing with early onset glaucoma & the fear of going blind & not being able to drive my kids or do my job is suffocating. So much is up in the air, I don't even know where my kids will go to school next year since I'm waiting on scholarships for their private school that I can no longer afford. Feel like I have failed them. Sorry to drone on -just really needed to write that out.