Jaeger,
When was the last time you had FUN?
Seems like you have taken care of yourself financially and
now maybe its time to plan a big fat fun event in your life.
Something with the main goal of relaxing and enjoying something
you've been wanting to do. Start thinking about what that would
be and there is no "perfect" thing, just the thing you want to have
to look forward to.
Other thing is, alot of people under estimate the healing power
of laughter. It is my favorite medicine
Whatever amuses you, like I used to think America's funniest
home videos was "silly" but now, I can count on it for a few good
belly laughs, especially the pet videos. Turns out mans best
friend can help us heal in many ways. After watching, I sit
there and "feel" what i feel like. It's amazing. Find something
that tickle's your funny bone & do it everyday, even after you
recover.
Take care my friend