Originally Posted by
NoDramaMama 
So now, we are back in the rooms, as I'd been dreaming , Hoping, Praying for!!! It's good Right? I feel so strange in there now, but I didn;t used to, I feel unwelcome sort of, like I'll say or do the wrong thing and it'll all be lost again. everytime I go with my husband, he sometimes shares, I'm sitting there a mess trying not to cry. Why is this so hard now? I've been waiting so long!
I assume by "the romms" you are referring to either NA or AA meetings?
if so, of course its good!
you feel unwelcome, but that feeling isn't true.
I strongly encourage you and husband to go to separate meetings.
that could be a reason its so hard and feels unwelcome.
your recovery is your recovery and your husbands is his.