Hi guys, been super busy with all the stuff going on. Not much has changed yet in my situation. We did have our 10 year anniversary yesterday. We went out to a fancy dinner and talked about what next. That's progress. One thing he said bothered me though and it reminded me how even if he is 2 weeks sober he is still lying to himself about his alcoholism. He said he figured it out about why he drinks . He said a cold beer sounds good when he comes home from work because he works hard. but he realized it was because he was craving the carbonation.
Um no buddy that's not why you drink sigh. Makes me think about how I need to stay sober and worry about myself at the mkment. I can't worry about fixing him or I won't continue to grow and work on myself.