Thanks for your posts Aries. I am trying to stay strong, and sober, but there really is nothing worse than betraying someone's trust. My wife is walking around the house in tears saying she can't understand how this has happened when I know the reason it has happened and am too much of a coward to admit it
If I tell her the truth it would be fair of her to want me to leave the family forever, then I truly have nothing. After that what would the point be in not drinking