There are lots and lots of lurkers here, most of whom are desperately ashamed of things done while drunk (raising hand) and if anything, they're thinking about their own stuff and feeling bad for you. If you look at other threads, the view to reply ratio here is pretty typical.
Oh, and they're hoping you stay sober.
Maybe don't assume that others are judging you? I do it, too, and it's an enormous waste of energy and I'm usually wrong, anyway.