Originally Posted by
newhope01 
I got back from my meeting had some lunch and a bit of chocolate.
I shared during the meeting about my concerns and am now still have my mind wandering to booze.
I keep playing the tape forward and reminding me of my last drunk but I am still nervous.
So glad you are posting and talking it through. These are tough times. I understand where you are coming from. Be strong. You CAN do this.