Ladybird, I have blocked him on my Facebook, I looked at his profile through another account I had from long back which I never used. I know I shouldn't look either way cos it's just bringing more pain seeing him move on faster. I have constant reminder with the dogs we rescued and raised together. He has not bothered to ask how they are. My therapist says I am exhibiting symptoms of Stockholm syndrome, I don't know. I kept defending him when my therapist was asking me questions. I know that he is bad news and him leaving is good for me. I feel like I don't know what was real in our relationship and the fact that I didn't mean anything to him now. It will pass with time, I hope.