Thank you
I really appreciate all of the responses. I attend meetings regularly. They help in a huge way. I usually meet with my sponsor once a week for step work. Im currently working on making my amends. Alcohol was always a big problem for me, but after my last dui i stopped drinking, but replaced it with various other things. I always needed something to make myself feel normal, or in actuality i was using something to escape. I guess i was wondering if the long term opiate addiction had something to do with the fear of facing the day. But i guess that it doesnt really matter. I just need to push on and face these fears. Depression is a possibility, ill look into what i might do to get that under control. Again, i really appreciate the replies. If anyone needs anything from me please dont hesitate to ask. Id be happy to help in any way i can.