I had a really bad relaps, experiment went bad
I got some anxiety pills, Xanax and Valium, I thought I could beat the system but those things just made me want to drink and that I did. Before I knew it I needed to drink.
Its set off that phenomenon of craving 10 times more then straight drinking does with me.
Total disaster, then I had to get sober again and I forgot what that was about. Anxiety attacks, that agoraphobia going outside is scary, just food shopping and being around people scary.
I forgot what that part is about. I did not beat the system at all I thought I was going to, knock down anxiety have a little fun what a disaster a whole month like that then 3 weeks to feel normal again.