6 months sober
Ive recently made the sixth month mark after many years of addiction to various things. Pain pills and suboxone were things ive been on for about 7-8 years and for the past three years prior to getting clean i was pretty heavy into methamphetamine as well. Lately im having trouble wanting to get out of bed and face the day. Does anyone else have those feelings? I should mention that during the past sixth months four of the six i was in a jail and then a treatment center. So ive only been out of a controlled environment for around two months. Those old familiar feelings have slowly crept back into my life. Self centered fear is probably the biggest issue in my life. There may be some depression. But the thing that holds me down the most at this time is just wanting to avoid everything and hole up in my room. Anybody else ever experienced this? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.