Originally Posted by
BeFree1971 
Erratic - Thanks, that was very kind and I'm so proud of you're 43 days!! That's great
AA and SR are the only things besides willpower (and I can't rely on that alone I've learned the hard way I'm afraid) keeping me sober. As far as as the gym, I still can't get myself to clean house. I'm walking and got a little sun after my meeting. The sunshine makes me feel better. Life isn't so great at the moment, but glad to be handling it sober for once. Best to you and all of SR members XO
Hi Be Free. You are doing what you can. All I can do is get through work. I collapse at home. House is a mess and exercise is not happening. I am just proud to survive the day and am also still feeling not so wel I am giving myself permission to go to bed early. I know it will get better. whatever is not great for you will get better too...especially if you handle it sober. Good for you!