Originally Posted by
ScottFromWI 
Welcome back Nikka, sorry to hear you've been having a hard time of it. Making a list is a great idea I think, what are your thoughts after reading back through it? To me it screams alcoholism to he nth degree, but what's most important is how you perceive it. Are you still unsure if you need to quit drinking and asking us our opinions, or are you putting your foot down toWelday?
Welcome!! Glad you came back and posted.
As I often do, I concur with Scott. This is another chance- possibly your last (I too see lots of serious stuff in your post and relate- and it took me nearly dying to stop drinking) - and you CAN take it.
How about a meeting? Just not drinking TODAY is how I started.
Hope to see you around.