LB - I just want to add that I don't think you're back at day one, as if it's a failure. You had and still have 52 days. The day count thing doesn't work for me....I know it works for many and I'm not discounting that. But personally it's stressful and if I drank tomorrow I don't think I would go back to day one. There's such a negative connotation to it and it's feels so defeating. So do what's right for you but 52 days is amazing and all the work you have done doesn't just disappear. The bottle has taken enough from me...I'm not giving it my self esteem too.