Okay, I'm awake now. It's 9:30 so you would think, huh?
I loved Nons post. How many threads do we see here and on the F&F side where an alcoholic is still bargaining with the alcohol? We are a stubborn lot, I'll give us that!
So many little tricks I tried, because of course I wanted to continue to drink responsibly and not suffer the consequences. The consequences of ingesting a deadly toxic poison. What was I thinking? It's pretty slippery.
The changes in my inner landscape, how I talk to myself, what I'm willing to tolerate or to dwell on have changed completely. How I feel on a daily basis is calm and quiet as opposed to frantic and fearful. Not even a close contest.
You know there are songs...where's LBrain?