Making excuses for something I really don't want to do
Told myself I'd get to this meeting for past few nights. Each time, it's something else. Some reason to stay home.
Been doing this 12-step thing for over ten-years now. Had sponsors, did the steps... it just doesn't work for me. Guess that's what the BB means by AA not having a monopoly on recovery.
So tonight I cleaned up my apartment which was looking like ground zero after the past week of binging. Copied down some affirmations to start the day off with tomorrow.
Guess I'm just feeling guilty for not going to the meeting.