Day 3 after one bottle on wine everyday for 25 years
Hi and thank you for this forum - a virtual haven.
I was decorating last Thursday night with my former best friend (a bottle of Chardonnay) when I fell from the ladder. The next morning I had a vague recollection of what happened but was horrified to see the most horrendous bruises all over my legs and arms!
So whilst I hold down a great job and have 4 wonderful children - I concluded based on the above and many other incidents that I am an alcoholic who has managed to fool everyone (but not myself).
So that was my moment of clarity/realisation - I feel pretty good although tired.
It has been reassuring and inspiring to read other people's accounts of what they are dealing with.
Thanks again for a great site and good thoughts for all here.