Well, so much for anything kind he may have said. He left a message stating that he was drunk and didn't remember anything he said. I know I need to quit with all of this, but it's so hard.
Maybe most of you on here think that I'm strong, when in fact I'm not. Either he is drunk and nice or drunk and mean or sober and mean blah blah blah!!
This is ridiculous. Why can't I just let this go??? I'm starting to think there is honestly NO hope for me. Please don't say anything cruel to me at this point in time; I already know I need to stop the contact...easier said then done...