Thanks for your comments. I have been taking the prescrips as prescribed, but I feel with my disposition to addiction, I have stopped taking anything with the exception of my ADD meds.. I think it is too easy to confuse my emotional pain with physical pain. I think it's time to focus on myself and my own issues and let go of his. For that matter I tend to take on a lot of people's "stuff" and need to get healthy myself. So yes, I'm going to meetings. I'm not going to say how many just for today.
Thanks again
Huge Hugs,
~Faithchaser