Sober,
I don't think i would have quit drinking if it were not for the horrible anxiety attacks, high bp, spatial, anger issues etc etc. I am addicted.
Just quitting to quit was impossible.
The addiction is for life. I remember and crave the euphoria of my drunkard ways. I try to forget the hell and pathetic process i endured for thousands of binges and detoxes.
There is no fun for me in being an active addict.
My new fun is the awesome confidence of sobriety.
While every solution doesn't present itself naturally, i am able to deal w life now as i was designed.
Stay clean. There is no glamorous end to being a drunk. There is only weaknesss and regret.
F booze.
Thanks