Thanks Scott and MsCooter! And yes, I have sought professional help for many years, have had professional help for many years, and will continue getting professional help (I would imagine) for many years. I take Zoloft which helps. I guess conversely, you should be around me when I am not on Zoloft, it would be quite the three ring circus I am sure. If I ever quit my meds you can have the 'concessions license' and sell a **** ton of popcorn and peanut M&M's and soft drinks. Alcohol will not be permitted at my circus!