Hi Lala. Glad you're here and posted.
Is there anything we can help you with? Why not share your reasons for joining the forum. We're a friendly bunch, and there's a lot of collective experience and wisdom here. Whether you're looking to get sober, questioning your intake, worried about someone else, or are sober anf seeking tools to add to your recovery, there will be others in the same boat, or who remember that part of their journey well enough that they can empathise.
BB