CW- that reminded me of something my sponsor told me. He once told his sponsor that it was raining and was so very tired was not going to a meeting that night. His sponsor said 'that never stopped you when you wanted to buy booze'. Just a thought. I grumpily with little grace accept this sage advice- sometimes.
Today (autumn) has been the real first getting towards winter day/night. Really strong winds, rain- the temp was 29 yesterday- 18C today. Tonight going outside for a health ciggie, my mind automatically reacted to that first chilly bite in the air. It reminded me so much of this time last year- living in a boarding house. I had to dress in trackies, plus a jumper, and a day winter coat and dressing gown, to sleep- to keep out the cold. I am so much in a better place and frame of mind a year later. Then- every day was horror and pain and fear. Now I paint (not happy with work on new mp- but enjoy that fact) , share crappy jokes and am planning for stuff in the future,.
Support to all.