yep 1 is too many and a million aint enough.
i think one thing that i ponder when i get those kinds of thoughs is i think about that obsession and how strong it was and how awful it was to battle it. And i know from others who have told me and the times i've tried to quit that once i take one sip oh man its ON i'll have rekindled that obession and it'll be buring hot and i'll be ready to chew my arm off if it means i can go get a drink. When i think about that i think ugg i just dont wanna feed that beast again and have to fight it.