I also want to thank Leigh ~ who tried to call me over and over yesterday after Nick reached out, but I was too depressed to answer.
I need my friends, I really do. I need to answer the phone. And I need to call least and Kris and Gilmer and Dharma....time to try and heal myself. Time to be the person I actually am ~ the one filled with light and hope and passion.
Things were far far too hard for me when I got here...there was a lot that wasn't as it seemed...I know that is a bit cryptic, but it is not all up to me to talk about. Suffice to say that things got very real last night, and Nick and I have a chance to be the couple we actually are now.
Which is a very good thing. ♥