Originally Posted by
drunkgirl97 
I always think it will be different maybe this time I can just drink like other people and be normal but I cant
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That is what I found too. I think all of us did. Remember that drinking is the reason you feel like you do...it causes depression. You CAN quit and get out of this vicious cycle, but you have to make the effort and want to do it.
If you are truly at a loss for what to do, perhaps it's time to consider something like inpatient rehab?