Goodbye to Adderall
My name is Kristy. I'm a 33 year old married mom. This is probably about my 10th time attempting to quit adderall for good. I've allowed this crap to basically ruin me. Before adderall I tricked myself into believing I quit opiates. Yes, I did, but I did indeed just trade one for the other. I'm not well. I'm exhausted and my marriage is basically over, and I still love my husband. I have put my family through so much hell. I don't talk to any of my friends anymore and I have somehow grew a hatred toward all of those around me. I'm done with adderall. It's been over a week and today I took my son to lunch and went bowling. I felt okay. Physically I'm fine. I always have been. But mentally, I'm very down and I feel like a failure . My house is a mess, my husband can't stand me, I can't stand myself. It just sucks. Anyway, I'm hoping I can grow here and make some new friends while I get to my local meetings as well. Sorry I'm so miserable