As others have said, don't bear yourself up Rainy, new house new beginning!
My drinking season is just starting up, I am now working days, weather is changing, my AV, like yours Poppy is speaking up, just one glass on the patio in the evening, playing with the dogs. If I only could,,,,, I have gone back to when I first started this journey, leaving my wallet at home, no money no chance to stop and buy anything, checking in here, and mostly remembering the horrid paranoia of being "discovered". Its like I am starting all over.
Strong Monday Nobenders-
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