Delizadee

My dad or my ex or a friend could come with. But I just see it all becoming a much bigger issue if I bring someone. My dad maybe not... but anyone else, he will turn it into something.

Right now I'm just walking a thin line with him keeping him where I need him. He thinks he's on my good side and pressuring me to let this whole court thing go because "we're on good talking terms".
I have to put up with him to an extent I guess putting up a front as to the status quo, so I can keep things moving forward.
I'm sober, I'm starting to make an income, and I have followed the court order to the letter.
He, on the other hand is in violation of it, and he knows it.
Nothing but lies, manipulations and games.

I just shake my way through it. My counselor was the one who helped my lawyer to understand just how abusive my ex is and how much it impacts me. And it does. Every time. In person, on the phone, it doesn't matter. I just shake.
But I'm still standing so he can stick it.

And still sober.