Deliza there's no option anymore for a drinking day.
Alcohol is off the table. You'll learn that and embrace it. Those thoughts that it "seems like" -- they're just ghosts. Your ghosts will fade some day. I don't know why they have to hurt us so much before they fade, but you'll reach a point where it's not so bad.
Benchmarks suck. So does drinking. Share an ice cream sundae with that little girl of yours, and take a long hot bath after she goes to sleep.
