hI kh AND WELCOME. there IS A cLASS OF aPRIL 2017 THREAD JUST STARTED UP=(sorry caps lock) you could start there. See your doc about your physical health 9blood work perhaps- maybe needing supplements or stuff), go to an AA or SMART meeting. See a counsellor about how you feel and work out ways to change your thinking. Keep posting and sharing. Keeping a journal is a good idea. Having a sobriety plan- work out what to do and when- not just leave not drinking to will power and 'luck' - does not work that way.
Keep posting. PJ