If it's helping you stay sober, post your butt off. Just don't drink! This too WILL pass.
U remember walking into a deli when I was a couple weeks sober and saw a drink cooler full of imports. Scared the Willie's out of me, followed by the thought: "There ain't enough in there for me to start again."
Who saves one beer?
Keep doing what you are doing, and doing for others without telling--left hand/right hands stuff... Matt. 6:3...
Stay SOBAH!!