I have recovered and have been given the power to help schizophrenic alcoholics recover 12 step promise we get well 12 years to make all my amends we wil interest in selfish things porn poker to name a few and gain interest in our fellows!!! For a selfish self centered rotten scumbage I walked into my first message from an alcoholic a long time ago!!! My dad no he never got honest on his fifth step never work on his defects of character to good to pray on his knees works everyday for uber and gambles all his money away treat my mom who's in alon owe my beloved Mother we prayed to gather this morning for my brother who's chronic alcoholic just like me!!! I'm on disability for paranoid schizophrenia bipolar chronic depression fibromyalgia which God made me this way I would't change a thing about my life or past!!! I was dealt two seven offsuit but I'm gonna playem like I got pocket Aces and I'am !!! This disease is ruthless when you WAKE UP that it's a matter off life and death some hoe The great reality deep down in every alcoholic is only two steps away!!!