Day 21 no cravings blasted threw 1-9 now I'll relax and take it easy what an amazing experience i'd be dead If it wasn't for God humble servants helping me the last 12 years!!! I've lost the obsession I don't hide from alcohol but some were out there there's a schizophrenic alcoholic that needs help it's suggested you should have a year to sponsor I know tons of Religion and Spiritualism I've reached all my Spiritual goals all my paranoid madness is gone I sleep 8 hours last night I had to go threw 1-9 keep it simple with your family like Chris Raymer says when you realise just how ruthless this disease is you got to come out with both guns blazing relax and keep it simple when you go threw 1-9