Megan
welcome aboard , glad you found this place and started posting, lots of support and experience around here, take full advantage, come back often, read, post ,ask and come back often
I used to pee in the hamper, but part of my thinking was like duh I'm drunk, so it really shouldn't 'count' besides it was in a very similar corner, I kinda laid off blame on the builder for the closet/bathroom layout, peeing in the ac vent ok that wasn't at all on the builder..but I was drunk so it didn't really count, my wife never understood that stance.
When I stumbled on SR I found out about RR/AVRT ( great threads on those ideas here on SR in the Secular Connections forum, I recommend checking it out) and those ideas really resonated with me.
A very possible story here is about a woman who started one day with a Bloody Mary, had water for lunch and put being drunk behind her, forever, that is the story I'm rooting for.
wish you well and hope to see you around