tink360
I try to write like that but I go back and read them and I feel so stupid for what I wrote. Plus my BF gets his hands on it and he makes such a big deal out of everything by saying I don't have any problems and it is all in my head with does not make things any better for me. I am not even sure that being with him is very healthy for me I know that he has plans of drinking and useing when he comes home but I am not sure how to handle all that I wish that I did then I would not feel so confused about everything going on right now. I just wonder sometimes if he is right about all of this if it is really just in my head. I do belevie that I have a problem so I am not sure what to do right now.
Hugs,
Katrina