I am having a really hard time right now I am not sure if I can make it through these times with out getting high or drinking. I am worried about going to meetings cause I don't want people to look down on me cause I do have a problem and I can't seem to find the right type of friends to hang out with everyone that I know uses or drinks and that is not what I want to be around but I don't know how to handle it. I am just looking for some help to make it through all of this and not feel like I need to turn back to my old ways to be able to deal with it all