Hi Amnesiac. In my childhood there was sexual shaming and abuse that caused pain and suffering throughout my life.
I agree with alyn, you wrote about your pain here and that's a huge step in confronting your own demons. The more you open up about it, the less power it will have over you. Eventually, you'll heal. Trust the process. Only through self-disclosure do we begin to heal.
The way you opened the topic in this thread seems an appropriate way of presenting the topic to others whom you feel trustworthy.