sounds like it would be pretty depressing siitin around all that temptation.
i didnt get sober to be depressed and tempted.
craving alcohol and going somewhere alcohol is served and being with a group of people that are drinkin while workin at getting sober while having pain in the liver area,saying"Facing another Saturday night without my crutch" and going where its in easy reach.
from this side i say that can be a definition of insanity.