Ugh! Facing another Saturday night without my crutch
Going out tonight to listen to my brother in law's band. Everyone will be tossing a few back except for me. I need to ride this craving wave I'm having now. I can't drink anymore. I have pain in my liver area and finally made a dr appointment. I can't believe that even with this pain I would even consider having a drink. I have kids to raise. I need to be here for them. I won't drink tonight but I'm depressed about it. Ugh! Trying to make it through this weekend! Weekdays are easier for me to get through.