heres the lyrics to a song i used to crank when iw as drinkin, then after i got sober said,"nooooo doubt:" its by ozzy and titled, 'demon alcohol"
I'm sick and tired of your excuses
Can't deal with living anymore
I'll give you reasons to continue
While you lie writing on the floor
I'll wash away your lies
And have you hypnotized
There'll be no compromise today
I'll share your life of shame
I think you know my name
I'll introduce myself today
I'm the demon alcohol
Demon alcohol
I'll get you
If you could deal with your reflection
I'm sure you'd see into my eyes
There'll be no need for resurrection
Let's drink to people of the lies
Although that one's too much
You know ten's not enough
There'll be no compromise today
I'll watch you lose control
Consume your very soul
I'll introduce myself today
I'm the demon alcohol
Demon alcohol
Ha ha
Demon alcohol
Demon alcohol, let's party
I'm sick and tired of resolutions
You've quit me time and time again
Don't speak of suicide solutions
You took my hand, I'm here to stay
This time it's you or me
I'll never set you free
There'll be no compromise today
So satisfy your lust
Too much can't be enough
I'll introduce myself today
I'm the demon alcohol
The demon alcohol
Aha
Demon alcohol
Demon alcohol
Let's party
another thing:
i hope yer checking out the friends and family forum and doing some surfing over there. theres a LOT of great experience,strength, and hope over there. might even be a good place to ask what to expect and other questions on how to proceed