So ashamed....
I need to stop drinking. I am so sick of myself. I drank so much last night and have the awful shame head on today. I told lies to friends about my ex last night to get attention I rang loads of people up and have been texting those people this morning making up more stories just to hide the fact that I was drinking (although am sure they know) Everyone is getting fed up with me-hate myself and I hate where the drink takes me.