I'm declared my decloration of war Step 3 I can relax and take it easy now alcoholics like to dwell on the past which is dangerous for a paranoid schizophrenic you never arrive in Spirituality the Spiritual Path The Way gets narrower not wider. I've lost the obsession to drink but that doesn't make you recovered you can recover from a gunshot wound get shot again and die so I'll will forever be recovering. The depths of my paranoid delusion has been petrifing but it's gone thank you God!!!