Hell I'm going back you no what they say don't leave until the miracle happens. I"ve made all my amends took 11 years of AA what I did is what Boleo taught me his top secret program. Alcoholic opiate addict poker gambling addict porn addict extc I have lost the obsession for all of them no desire. I'm sick of drunk allogs and meditation is really helping me. AA actually Hinduism all diferrent gods and higher powers. I gave birth to what was within you can't escape suffering there's no were to go you got to go within. I believe in me opened The Brow Chakra ten years ago didn't know what it was I do now Opened Crown Chakra 02/12/17 then I was raptured I'm not looking for a spiritual awakening just want to be more grounded.