Yeah I think you're right, it just doesn't feel right at this time. I know about my past and what my drinking was doing to me and my loved ones and I know why I've stopped for good. It is enough for now to keep doing yoga and meditating, sleep well, eat well and start growing those sober muscles. I already feel kinda raw and restless, why push things along faster than they need to go? I remember trying to do my inventory in .. and crying and crying lol. I don't want to put myself through that again! I think part of being an addict is wanting things to happen immediately.... I want to feel better now! Gotta learn some patience.