Hi Kellyrally, great user name! Welcome back!
I've got ten years on you, I'm 42. If I had made the break from alcohol at your age I would have saved myself a lot of heartache. I probably drank about as much as you at your age, loved my wine! Around 34 I started buying vodka to use in sugar free mixed drinks because I was trying to lose weight (ridiculous right?). You can imagine how that went, near the end I could easily drink 3/4ths of a bottle a night. I felt like hell all the time, but I wasn't a quitter!!!
Oh to have those years back. I know you have heard this a many times, but alcoholism is absolutely progressive. Stopping now is the best thing you can do for your future self. I'm excited for you! You've got this!